I'm usually so determined, but now I feel as if I'm floating.
I cannot be decisive about my future,
I cannot even be decisive about my present.
I am frustrated.
But I'm happy too.
It's confusing, conflicting, infuriating.
Perhaps there is just a time to be indecisive, perhaps I am just learning more about myself...
Things that I would never know were it not for this sort of time.
Perhaps it won't last, although it feels like forever in both directions....