Monday, May 4, 2009

Fuck Mondays

There is a lot of shitty, shitty shit going on in my life right now.
And it's Monday, and it's all piling up on me.
I'm mad, and frustrated, and scared, and I need another fucking job.

I am panicking.
I'm moving to Europe in less than four months and I have a fraction of the money that I need in order for me not to die the second I get there...


It's also killing me that my boy and I have less than four months to be together. Who knows if we'll decide to try a long distance relationship (between Germany and Scotland) or if we'll just call it quits in the end of August. But right now it doesn't matter in the least, it just breaks my heart to know that we have an end date- that we don't have forever to have what we have right now.

Sorry to rant....but I miss you guys and I need some words from you all.